dartrixs

Well it's been about 3 years, I no longer have a second half for she abandoned me for someone else, the mist of depression and anxiety has slowly rolled through me and I no longer can see where I am. I'm... scared to get too close or let myself fall into someones arms again, yet, I crave for that loving embrace I once knew, what do I do? Who am I anymore? Why must I always have the same dream where I get close to someone who's always pushing me away? It's more painful each time I have it and I can't stand it any longer... I need.. help, I need someone to be my eyes to guide me from the ever engulfing mist.

Welp... Gotz a new girlyfriend i got accepted into college might be moving out.

Back to being single

Over the last six months some good stuff has happened I've found a beautiful girl who has repaired my heart I've had my first job and now I'm going to Anime North in about two weeks so I guess you could say life has looked up for me.

Why is it when I'm in such immense emotional pain I then have loads of creativity..........